WHEN I MISS CREATIVE AIR

THEN I MISS CREATIVE AIR..

Every time he is writing to her no one knows if he means it.. 

But every time Laura does that, it means so much to her. 

 All Laura needs - is to keep writing so he GETS it, 

Somehow. 

Maybe not from the start, but he might understand 
After a while.

Only one question Laura has to herself 'Why she can't say..
 more, 

Sometimes'.

~

Next Summer

I will take the picnic blanket with the favorite cups for coffee

and I will come back

for a whole summer.

We will pick apples

and cycle.

Gaze to the same stars

like those summer nights before.

You will smell the same

because every summer you smell the same, just like apples.

..Next Summer

WHEN THE LAST TIME

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:

• said 'Hello' to the stranger in the lift;
• complimented your colleague for the well done job;
• volunteered for a charity, not just planed to;
• appreciated cleaner sweeping your street;
• thanked people who helped you accomplished your success;
• grateful that you woke up;
• grateful that you lived, today;
• breathed-in very deeply;
• actually smelled the coffee you drinking;
• have a thought- 'what is my purpose in the world';
• genuinely asked the person 'how is your day';
• hand wrote * your name and signature in the bank doesn't count;
• woke up 1 hour earlier then needed;
• did what you said you will do;
• ticked your bucked-list;
• listen to live classic music;
• looked into your dark side;
• woke up happy...

CHANGES

'There come the time then you decide to change IT.. and its never too late or too early.

There is the right time for YOU.. It grows within you, you can feel it almost every minute, if you are aware it always around.. and suddenly even universe helps you to do it.. changes are always GREAT thing, you just need to grow to it'

Career change is always risky. But if you have a good understanding of why you’re leaving your current career, the clarity can give you the strength to enter new opportunities.

Since you know you are going to have multiple careers in your life, changing is not high stakes. Don’t make a huge deal about it and don’t spend too long searching your soul. Just start testing the water — put a toe in to see how it feels. 

But first, before you do any of this, make sure it’s TIME for YOU to change what you’re doing.

My story is no different. Most of my life I have worked in hospitality sector and I can't say that I wasn't happy. It wasn't my dream job thought, but it was fun- meeting and socializing with so many unique, self-driven, engaging people, it was GREAT, actually! 

I wouldn't be who I am right now, if not all those years in worst and best restaurants in the world. But in my case I always had this itch - what's NEXT?! Is that's IT ?

New places, people, titles didn't satisfy me, even changing cities and continents left me feeling unfulfilled. 

Obviously there is many people who just keeps their head down and does what is comfortable- SAME.

My creative side has always bothered me the most. Since school days I loved writing a lot. Short stories, diaries, books, even poetry. 
And then it was music.. I played instruments-finished music school. Loved drawing too, just it wasn't my strong side. 
ART studies was big NO at that time, I used to think: It's impossible to make any living from arts anyway.  
But after all, the creative bug is coming out and I can't stop it. 
Just to let you know in this technology advanced century you can achieve anything you want by yourself. You don't need expensive universities or studies, everything is in front of you-in your laptop!

Again, it is mind blowing how Social Media is one of the strongest tools available to reach so easily to get all information and connections needed! just USE IT.

'As the millennial, I belong to generation who understands the concept of work- life balance and actually want to find fulfilling career'

Verdict: 'Action is the foundation key to all success'- Pablo Picasso

Good Luck in to Your Life Revolution xx

STAY POSITIVE HONEY!

STAY POSITIVE HONEY!

I know New Year-New You, all that New Year Resolution stuff can be a bit overwhelming sometimes.

So I will tell you one thing- Life continues no matter what. You are up or you are down. It doesn't stop EVER, so just keep going, hun.

Push yourself harder whenever you feel like dropping, relax and enjoy the ride then you are up.

And for God sake, don't try to blame anyone, its no ones fault, sometimes it's just the way it is- f**king rollercoaster- one day up, next day down.

Don't worry too much. Its OK, because in the end everything happens for a reason (even the shitiest stuff). 

The reason to help you to appreciate the LIFE.

Few things to keep yourself happierrrrrrrr :

• Go for a long walk outside (don't lock yourself at home)- with good music, of course;
• Or my way- Go for a long run, with the good music, of course;
• Pamper yourself (we all love a bit of fresh mani or pedi on us);
• Watch movie, which made you smile, laugh, brings you good memories from childhood;
• Grab a milkshake (you have to try peanut butter and banana, trust me on this);
• Call the old friend/talk to people (spit it out, it helps);
• Or write it out, as I do;
• Plan a holiday;
• Do good for others (even opening the door for the neighbor will make you tap yourself on the shoulder);
• Read Osho, always calms me down;
• GO and get that favorite dessert of yours, we all know sugar makes us happy;
• And now you can go and sweat it out. Workouts increase your serotonin levels(mood lifter)- exercising is great, truly!
• Meditate..Yh I know if your head is full of crap it won't be that easy;
• Give someone a compliment;
• Remember hilarious moments with friends/family;
• Make art. As Meryl Steep said "Take your broken heart, make it into art";
• Write down 5 things you are grateful for.

xxx

One more New Year

2017, I got a good feeling about You baby!

I have never ever created the New Years Resolution before, simply don't believe in it..But feels right this time, as I just changed my job (totally to different direction) and the life too. I am feeling excitement what New Year will bring after a long time. 

So, where do we begin? Yes, learning to love yourself and start to treat yourself with respect that's the biggest aim. One of the most important ingredient of love is respect, after all.
1. Be more like "Love myself for who I am". 

I’ve discovered that when I take risks and go outside of my comfort zone the most AMAZING things happens. So more "F**k it, let's do it"

2. Try skydiving, paragliding, mountain climbing ..

Gratitude is essential because it helps to realise that, no matter what the world is full of amazing things and wonderful people.

3. Start the day with 5 things you grateful/thankful for.

Let's talk anxiety. Anxious people tend to look to the future. Like depressed people living in the past, anxious people live in the future.

I am one of them- always worried about "what if..", "what gonna happen next..". What could happen next - I  can die any time!

4. Screw it, Enjoy the moment.

We been raised in a world where everyone told us that you have to do it all by yourself. YOU have to make it work no matter what. We have so much pressure from everyone, but you know what, you are allowed to switch off, take a brake, disappear, stop and start again.(even tho it might take longer then expected)

5. Learn more 'Just Let it go'.

Sports, fitness, healthy life style always been such a big part of my life. Is simple - I love being active! I like challenging myself and my body. After exercise I don't feel tired, but energetic. I believe by being active and healthy we thank our bodies.

6. My aim is the marathon one day, well let's start from half-marathon this year.

As we getting older and wiser (sometimes). I start feeling of need to have 'my place'. You know where you can bring all the cushions you bought over the years, fully unpack your suitcases, walk naked and do all the crazy s**t you can't living in rented apartments.

7. Invest in real estate. (I know it sounds scary)

You never know how long you have. This could be your last hour on the planet. So stop delaying great meet-ups with long no see friends and family. Invest in friendships you made through the years.

8. Visit Family and Friends more often.

We have the luxury of designing our lives in a way that suits us. We can do WHATEVER we want to do. I feel more often we are overwhelmed with the choices. We take simple stuff too serious and important things for granted. (You may be doing the New Year resolution plans every year. In Jan you are all over it- no drinking, no smoking, training, finding new job, blah blah.. So after 2 months you find yourself more grumpy with the cigarette in your hand cursing your old job over the bottle of whiskey. So you failed once again)..no surprises. The big secret is BALANCE. 

9. Find Balance in everything you do.

And if you don’t know what to do with your life. Don't worry, you are not only one. Just start from the most important thing and keep trying. It will change, suddenly, if you are very passionate about it ;)  

Lots of love for 2017 xx

Things I LOVE

I couldn't live without..

• (First things first) Travel - at the moment I am crazy in love with Sri Lanka. Been there 3 times already, planing my next trip in few months again (And yes, I do wanna see all the world, but as I live in Dubai at the moment.SL is super close and super cheap just to visit for long weekend.
• Coffee- Nespresso coffee machine is my bestie, so I would take it everywhere with me if they could make one like little hand bag (business plan;).

• Sports- Everything between yoga and figure skating, literally. But running is my ultimate favourite, its my stress reliever, my meditation, my time with myself.

• Music- Oh Man Music. It means a lot.. Jazz - for soul warming; Rock - to keep heart beating; Hip Hop - for crazy dancing till the sunrise; Classic-for memories..great childhood memories (I will tell you more about these memories later on)

• Books- Read people Read! Books are good for ya! Osho is my latest obsession. 

• Foods- I am healthy eater (yes, I said that out loud) Please don't show me pork. I call myself 20%pescaterian and 80% vegetarian, but please keep me away from sushi, fellas!

• Smell- Everything dark and woody, oriental and spicy, heavy and cold.(Fav at the moment Bvlgari Man Black Orient)

• Sea, Sun, Sand- Yes, I know such a cliché, but I love living next to the sea, I love seeing the sea through the window every day, I love the feeling that I can go for a run bier-foot any time. I love all water activities- surfing, fishin, sailing, snorkeling..

• Wine- (Yap, one of the guilty pleasures) To be very honest, I drink wine since my teanage years. While all the friends use to drink cocktails and liqueurs I used to sit with the glass of red instead(like proper boho:) Red- Shiraz, White- Sauvignon Blanc.

• Art- All credits to my cousin who introduced me in to the modern art world. Yahoo Kusama, Rothko, Gustav Klimt, Vilmantas Marcinkevicius, Vincent van Gogh. 
• People- I love meeting new people, make new friendships, get inspirations, creative.. and I cherish friendships I alrwady have. 
• Learning- Learn something new every day, you will never get bored. Promise!

• Night- the time then you can see starts.. Magic.
• Country side- That's where I feel free. That's where I spend most memorable time in my childhood. That's where I can walk all day long not knowing where I will end up.

• And Freedom !

Always the dream
was the same
always the dream
was freedom.

 
P.S. Also peanut butter, ballet, champagne, Bukowski, tropical rain, the smell of fresh linen, black color and you.

Rules for Cool living or Rule your Life baby (by yourself)

• Don't think that you done with growing up
• Never stop learning 
• BE ADVENTUROUS 
• Listen to your intuition
• Don't stop reading (paper books)
• QUALITY NOT QUANTITY
• Travel solo
• Be good to people for no reason
• Listen more
• Read Osho
• New experiences is good-hair will grow back :)
• Don't take things for granted
• Start writing (hand writing)
• SEEK ADVENTURES
• Trust in magic of new begginings
• Feel the fear and do it anyway
• GOOD VIBES ONLY
• Listen to music-create music
• Meditate
• Coffee, croissant and a book is one of the best trio in the morning
• Go to markets 
• Eat fresh
• Tell compliments to strangers
• Wake up, pack up, go get 'em
• GET WILD
• Brief deep
• Tell your Mama you love her
• Remember you can't buy time, kids
• BE AWARE